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Sensing Race

Sensing
Race

An Alchemical Summoning and a Creative Experience.

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Making Sense of Race Through Somatic Play

Part workshop, part ritual, part reckoning—Sensing Race invites educators, bodyworkers, and visionaries into a transformative practice of feeling race in the body to unlearn, rewire, and remember a more liberatory way of being.

“The journey of meeting the entities of whiteness and blackness was the most profound.” 

— Workshop Participant

  • What does ‘race’ feel like in your own body – in your own senses?
  • In what ways do your senses perceive ‘race’ in the body of another?
  • How does this race-fixated culture we’re a part of inhabit and inhibit our bodies, our imaginations, our speech, our dreams, and our nightmares? our agendas?
  • How might we ‘make sense’ of race, and explore how Blackness and Whiteness inform our relationships, our identities, our emotions, or our very perceptions of reality?
  • Most importantly, how might we explore these prompts mindfully, playfully, creatively, and even sensually?

 What we propose to devise for you is a dynamic, creative, somatically-centered container within which we might temporarily pause from wrestling with race and racism intellectually or politically. Inside that pause, we will explore using our own body’s intelligence as an instrument for better understanding the ways in which ancestry and difference might instead be vehicles for play, inspiration, and intimacy, as opposed to barriers that divide us and stoke reactions of fear or violence, and impulses to fetishise, control, or conceal.

By the conclusion of this experience, it is our desire that participants might come away with a more resilient and integrated relationship with race. Practically speaking, participants will take away new or more effective tools that employ embodiment, creativity, and play as strategies for resourcing themselves and their communities in the collective struggle of bringing about a more just and inspired society.

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“Sensing Race opened me on multiple levels to a deeper exploration of race than I previously knew was possible.” 

HAZEL, Somatic Explorer, Bodywork Healer & Trauma-Informed Practitioner

Who's It For?

This experience is for those ready to feel race in the body, not just think about it.
From individual seekers to mission-driven institutions, Sensing Race invites those at the intersection of embodiment, justice, and deep inquiry.

Individual Participants / Public Offerings

Creatives & Artists

  • Performance artists, poets, and creatives working with race, identity, embodiment, or myth
  • Theater-makers and movement artists interested in personal and collective transformation
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Embodied Practitioners

  • Somatic therapists, bodyworkers, and dance or yoga teachers
  • Healers and guides integrating anti-racism into spiritual or energetic practice

Change-Agents & Burnt-Out Facilitators

  • DEI practitioners, anti-racism educators, and space holders tired of intellectual-only frameworks
  • Activists working at the intersection of land, liberation, and climate justice

Marginalized Voices & Sensitive Systems

  • People of color seeking non-traumatizing dialogue around race
  • White folks curious about decolonizing through felt, relational approaches
  • Queer, trans, neurodivergent individuals with deep body-mind intelligence
  • Those navigating intergenerational trauma, memory, grief, or ancestral healing

Groups, Communities & Organizations / Hosting, Licensing or CoProducing

Creative, Healing, and Educational Spaces

  • Art institutions (museums, theaters, galleries, artist residencies)
  • Movement festivals (Contact Improv, Somatic Dance, embodiment gatherings)
  • Community healing centers, intentional living communities, or trauma-informed collectives
  • Queer and kink communities exploring power, race, consent, and identity
  • Hybrid learning platforms and alternative schools

Justice-Oriented Orgs & Eco-Spiritual Spaces

  • Social impact organizations with intersectional justice goals
  • Retreat centers and eco-villages
  • Institutions moving beyond checkbox DEI to embodied, nuanced practices
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Engagement Pathways

Join a Public Offering:

  •  Register individually when new dates are announced for public sessions. Perfect for those craving personal transformation or continued learning in community.

Bring Sensing Race to Your Space:
Collaborate as a host partner, community org, or festival curator—either by:

  • Co-producing a public offering (ticketing split model), or
  • Booking a private experience (fee-based facilitation for your community, team, or membership)

Benefits, Outcomes & Experiences

In case you're wondering, "Whats In It For Me!?!?"

Participants will:

  • Engage in sensory-based, somatic exploration of race, lineage, and identity.

  • Build intimate relationships with “Blackness” and “Whiteness” as energetic and archetypal presences—not just social constructs. (And soon to come “Brownness.”

  • Experience emotionally grounded racial processing—grief, shame, fear, and hope—through the body rather than performance or intellectualization.

  • Access deep creative states through visualization, ritual movement, archetypal embodiment, and music.

  • Be guided through consent-forward practices like blindfolded touch, guided invocations, and spellcraft for release.

  • Contribute to collective origin stories and “release spells”, honored through artful visual branding and social storytelling.

  • Connect with a network of kindred explorers committed to embodied, non-performative racial inquiry.

Participants will/may:

  • Receive the digital Sensing Race Workbook with integration prompts, art, and embodied reflection tools.

  • Be invited to a post-workshop integration call with facilitators and fellow participants.

  • Receive custom visuals of their spellwork or origin stories as shareable memory anchors.

  • Continue their healing through somatic intelligence tools for navigating grief, racialized sensation, and inherited identity.

  • Feel less isolated, more affirmed, and deeply attuned to how race lives in the body—as texture, rhythm, myth, and imagination.

  • Be inspired to bring this practice into art, facilitation, intimacy, or organizational spaces.

  • Releases shame, numbness, or grief around race through creativity and body-truth

  • Increases somatic and sensory literacy around lineage, ancestry, power, and place

  • Provides playful, consensual access to complex or taboo topics like race play or cultural appropriation

  • Supports healing of intergenerational trauma through movement, storytelling, and ritual

  • Affirms and resources marginalized bodies through myth, sensation, and imagination

  • Offers freedom from intellectualized activism fatigue

  • Creates community and connection through ceremony and collective witnessing

  • Builds nervous system capacity for holding racial dynamics without collapse

  • Inspires new, embodied self-understanding of Whiteness, Blackness, or in-between-ness

  • It treats race as a living, sensory, relational experience—not a fixed ideology.
  • It welcomes messiness without moralizing, creating space for honesty rather than performance.
  • It prioritizes emotional co-regulation and creative intimacy, which allows participants to remain in the discomfort without being retraumatized.
  • It cultivates internal spaciousness—a capacity to hold contradiction, nuance, and transformation simultaneously.
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  • Race as a Living, Sensory Presence — Not Just an Idea

Some spaces teach race as a topic or social issue. Sensing Race invites participants to encounter race as a shapeshifting, sensory being—felt through movement, sound, imagery, and intuition. This awakens deep knowing beyond intellect.

  • Pleasure and Play as Disarmament Tools

Rather than approaching anti-racism with moral heaviness or shame, Sensing Race uses joy, creativity, and erotic permission to soften defenses and inspire new neural pathways. Transformation becomes desirable.

  • The Facilitator Is the Method

Shay and Christos don’t just present content — they embody the contradictions, magnetism, and mysticism of the work. Their lived experiences create a transmission, not just a workshop.

  • Alchemy, Not Curriculum

This isn’t a class with bullet points. It’s an initiatory space — a performance, a somatic ritual, and a poetic transmutation of inherited trauma into truth, vision, and connection.

  • Co-Sensing, Not Top-Down Teaching

The workshop evolves in real-time collaboration with the energy of the group. Participants co-create the experience, cultivating radical trust and emergent insight.

  • Multidimensional Fusion of Disciplines

Sensing Race weaves somatics, storytelling, ritual, art, mysticism, and social justice. That cross-pollination allows for whole-self transformation — not just body, not just mind, but memory, spirit, and imagination.

  • Spiritual-Psycho-Social Rewiring

Feedback like: “My body remembered something.” AND “I didn’t know my whiteness had this shape.”
AND “This was the most profound encounter I’ve had with Blackness.” … speaks to Sensing Race’s capacity to access deep truths through sensation and symbolism, not just analysis.

  • Race as Sacred Terrain, Not Just Trauma Site

The conversation is reframed from one of guilt or grievance to one of reverence and relationship. Race becomes a soul terrain, not a checklist. This sacred lens shifts everything.

  • A Portal for the Burnt Out and Disillusioned

Many participants arrive weary of DEI fatigue — and leave inspired, moved, and opened. Sensing Race doesn’t preach or perform wokeness — it calls people in through magnetism, not mandates.

  • Validates Survival & Enlivens Possibility

Participants, especially from marginalized backgrounds, feel seen not just for their pain but for their power. This isn’t about fixing; it’s about witnessing, weaving, and celebrating what’s already changing.

  •  It changes your nervous system, not just your opinions.

Participants often leave with a rewired sense of their body in relationship to others, to history, to land, and to power itself.

  • It acknowledges the erotic as a racial archive.

Race is not only intellectual or political—it’s also felt in desire, repulsion, memory, and affect. This approach invites us to sense race as something intimate and alive in our bodies.

  • It uses aesthetics as a strategy.

Sound, music, image, and touch aren’t decoration—they are co-facilitators. These sensory tools help induce trance-like states where deeper truths can surface organically.

  • It’s intimate, tender, and non-coercive.

Safety is prioritized without diluting the truth. Participants are invited—not cornered—into exploration, fostering real transformation rather than performative engagement.

  • It bypasses the binary.

This work moves beyond simplistic frameworks of privilege vs. oppression. Instead, it explores the full relational terrain between bodies, histories, energies, and timelines—ancestral and future.

  • It trusts the wisdom of the body.

Rather than relying on frameworks or theories, Sensing Race listens to the breath, the tremor, the gut, and the instinct. Transformation becomes not a checklist, but a ritual of return.

  • It offers reparative intimacy.

Most racial healing spaces stay performative, over-intellectualized, or reactive. Here, participants are offered encounters with the Self and others that are reparative—emphasizing presence, not perfection.

  • It’s not about “fixing” race—it’s about feeling it.

And once you truly feel it, you can dance with it, wrestle with it, make love to it, grieve through it, and be transformed by it. This is sacred, slow, sensual work.

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  • It rewires how people relate across differences.
  • It gives language to the felt-but-unspoken dimensions of racialization.
  • It creates a culture of erotic accountability, not punitive shame.
  • It plants seeds for a future of relational justice—where curiosity, intimacy, and ritual are tools for repair.
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Where Sensing Race Has Been Held

Sensing Race is a two-day workshop, five-day intensive, or nine-day retreat at the edge of race, body, and ritual. Sensing Race invites participants into a sensual, collective exploration of racial embodiment and ancestry using sound, image, story, and spellwork.

The two-day workshop can also be facilitated virtually. Since debuting in 2020, many of its iterations have been co-produced with retreat centers, art organizations, festivals,  and ecosystems that includes hybrid online/in-person communities.

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“It was beautifully led and planned. It’s so somatic and it’s powerful. Race feels heavy. You invited us to play. The first exercises… were incredibly profound. I dove in when we invited Blackness or Whiteness into the space… It was mind-blowing to speak about this separate entity.

I chose to invite in Blackness first… I was in child’s pose… then kneeling… then the invocation. The first feeling was fear… underneath the fear was shame, sorrow, grief.

I started to see an archetype emerge—a stunning beautiful warrior man, then a gorgeous goddess woman… there was a pulse and vitality… eye contact… A reckoning of hundreds of years of energy.

Then I invited in Whiteness. It was a polarity of contrast… hard and sharp or squishy… bitter or sacrum sweet. It was amorphous…You shared your vision of Whiteness—beautiful and alive and transitioning… refreshing to hear.

This workshop enhances understanding and education… It was also a true self-care gift.”

Christina Mae Wolf, Somatic Movement Guide and Soulful Facilitator

Our Mission

Sensing Race is an embodied inquiry, workshop series, and relational practice devoted to feeling race—not just thinking about it. We create sacred, sensory-rich spaces where participants can re-pattern their nervous systems, awaken ancestral memory, and experience racial intimacy beyond binaries. Through somatic ritual, erotic intelligence, and aesthetic co-facilitation, we invite people into a slow, sacred encounter with the racialized body—one that is reparative, transformative, and rooted in presence.

Our Philosophy

Sensing Race believes that race is not just a construct to be deconstructed or a system to be fought, but a lived, felt, and deeply embodied phenomenon. We assert that transformation doesn’t happen solely through discourse, but through sensation—through the breath, the tremor, the pause, the intimacy of presence. Our philosophy leans into the erotic, the ancestral, the relational, and the spiritual as sites where racialized experience is archived, accessed, and possibly transmuted. We dare to center the body not as a metaphor, but as the terrain through which truth, trauma, and liberation are sensed.

Media & Features

Hospicing Modernity with Vanessa Machado de Oliveira - A Book

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The inclusion of Sensing Race in Hospicing Modernity: Facing Humanity’s Wrongs and the Implications for Social Activism  written by Vanessa Machado de Oliveira, Author, Dean of the Faculty of Education at the University of Victoria and a former Canada Research Chair in Race, Inequality and Globwl Change situates Sensing Race not merely as an artistic or educational exercise, but as a meaningful intervention in how individuals and communities can engage with complex, layered realities—such as systemic oppression, colonial legacies, and the modern crises of climate and social justice.

Sensing Race: A Conversation hosted by Ian MacKenzie - A Podcast

In Sensing Race: A Conversation with Shay Au Lait and Christos Galanis, hosted by Ian MacKenzie, this powerful talk explores the embodied experience of race, identity, and belonging through a somatic, ancestral, and decolonial lens. Shay Au Lait brings deep emotional intelligence and lived experience as a Black, queer person navigating race in performance, eroticism, and power. Christos Galanis offers reflective insight on whiteness, kinship, and unlearning supremacy. Together, they share personal stories, visceral truths, and philosophical reflections that deepen how we sense race in the body, not just analyze it in the mind. A groundbreaking conversation at the intersection of social justice, somatics, and spiritual activism. A must-watch for those unafraid to interrogate their own framework around race, accountability, and transformation. 

More Testimonials From Our Students!!

“Thanks so much for doing this tricky work, and for a great class.”

Jess Humphrey, Associate Professor of Dance &  Registered Somatic Movement Therapist 

I got a lot out of the first day. I loved your creativity, openness, authenticity, and willingness to explore difficult topics with curiosity.”

Tanya Kowalenko, Registered Psychotherapist 

“OMG!!! Shay and Christos!! So good! Thank you both for this! I am so appreciating each of you, the crucible you are offering here together, and the juice you are each bringing. Thank you!! 

Leslis Blackburn MS, RCST®, Sacred Sexuality Educator, Author, Founder of Mystery School of the Temple Arts and an Elected Official

 

“….it strikes me that diving into the clean pain/discomfort becomes more fully resourced when it’s held in tandem with pleasure, [and] play for the sake of play. I appreciated your workshop this summer and very much look forward to future opportunities to dive in. Thank you both so much. So grateful to get to play and explore lovingly in this terrain– our creativity gives us a place to live into. Deep bow.”

Rebecca Foster, Meditation Teacher, Conscious Dance Facilitator & Yoga Instructor

 

I was quite pleased that you did not try to tell us things but isntead encouraged us to experience our own feelings and also to learn from other participants.”

Workshop Participant

The Sensual Race Retreat

This is your official invitation to join our waitlist for The Sensual Race: An Alchemical Summoning Retreat. Join us for a 9 day gathering organized by Shay Au Lait and Christos Galanis. You can look forward to: mythical mischief; embodied experimentation; epic creativity, and alchemical PLAY! 

To what ends, you might ask? Well! We’ll collectively be initiating and conjuring nothing less than a new race of humans – The Sensual Race – through ceremony, ritual, making, moving, feasting, imagining, and communing with one another; taking a deep dive into what it could mean to be Human in these times. There will also be plenty of time & space to revel in all that this magical community and beach-village offers, location dependent.

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About the CoCreators / Facilitators

Known for her creative and poignant philosophical approach, Shay Au Lait speaks to and facilitates personal development and self-awareness through a value-based system that challenges traditional paradigms of thinking. Her practical, actionable, and sensual techniques have earned her the nicknames of “Vulnerability Doula,” “Intellectual Sensual Shaman,” and a “Cultural Provocateur.” Equal parts playfully innocent and dangerously kinky, she is also a provocative, intoxicating Sorcerer hailing from Chicago, IL. As a burlesque, theater, and pole dance artist, she combines her love of eroticism, sensuality, emotion, and storytelling on the stage, in the classroom, and in life through SpeakEasy Noir and Siren Pack.

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Christos Galanis (MFA) is an interdisciplinary artist and cultural geographer who has spent the past 12 years intensely tracking and making visible the various ’spells’ through which colonialism and Whiteness inhabit and inhibit relationships, both individually and culturally. In addition to his extensive academic publishing, lecturing, and ethnographic field-work experience, he also brings years of experience teaching workshops on play, performance, kink, and eco-sexuality. A practicing Animist, he is a graduate of Stephen Jenkinson’s Orphan Wisdom School and is currently completing a PhD from the University of Edinburgh.

ADDITIONAL CREDITS: 

“…Even more personal than that, Shay, is what YOU brought MY/OUR life… Precious and wonderful Shay, your smile and dance and passion and fucking BRILLIANCE are BURNED into our soul at this point. I/We were sooooooooooooo tired, as a 62 year old Black woman, when we looked at your class. It was both the last class I/We wanted to take, and what I/We knew would be the best one for me/us — that’s why we listed it as our ONLY choice, in all slots. Your organization and reach, for me/us was exquisite, healing, and focused.

I/We want to thank you for bringing me/us hope, specifically around race. It isn’t that our work in the world isn’t gonna be a bitch — and I’ll likely be dead before the kind of change for which I hope happens — AND I/We witness you and realize that the changes ARE. COMING. You’re PROOF, Shay. The ways you both explode limitation boxes and hold boundaries is a dance of skill, talent, and diligence that — please know! — lands as nourishing food for many of us.

Blissings. Blessings. Appreciations.

J.WoW, Urban Bliss Shaman

Bottom Line

Sensing Race distinguishes itself profoundly in the current landscape of anti-racism workshops, somatic intensives, and social justice offerings. Its uniqueness lies not only in what it does, but how and why it does it. 

Here’s a layered comparison and breakdown:

Aspect Sensing Race Typical Anti-Racism Trainings Somatic Intensives Social Justice Workshops
Modality Somatic, ritual, creative, artistic, sensory, mythic Lecture-based, cognitive-heavy, often HR-aligned Movement-based, therapeutic, often internal Dialogue-driven, strategic, sometimes activist-led
Tone Intimate, exploratory, embodied, sacred-playful Serious, urgent, binary, often guilt-focused Gentle, trauma-informed, emotional Passionate, justice-oriented, academic
Engagement with Race Sensory-personified, artistic-energetic relationship with racial entities Structural, historical, often data- or framework-heavy May avoid race altogether or only lightly reference Centered on systems and impact
Learning Outcome A deeper felt relationship to racialized identity, perception, and power Intellectual understanding of bias, systemic oppression, DEI best practices Nervous system regulation, inner awareness Strategy, policy advocacy, historical analysis
Participant Role Creative witness and sensual researcher of the self and the collective Student or recipient of information Client or mover in their own process Ally, advocate, or affected person in systemic contexts
Facilitator Approach Ritual guide, myth-weaver, co-sensor with the group Educator, DEI consultant, or HR professional Therapist or somatic practitioner Political educator or community organizer

Sensing Race is a somatic ritual space that unearths the erotic, ancestral, and aesthetic dimensions of race—where the nervous system becomes the site of healing, the body becomes the archive, and presence becomes the practice.

SpeakEasy Noir, through all of its offerings has taught classes & workshops at the following events, studios and festivals:

We’ve led movement workshops in the most sacred and pleasure-filled spaces, such as a queer tantric monastery in the mountains of South Carolina at the Touch & Play Festival; at a yoga resort in the Nosara jungle of Costa Rica at the Soul Fire Retreat, as well as wellness, dance and fitness studios along the East Coast including Lululemon. Our offerings are also booked as add-ons and features for both national and international wellness, tantric and movement retreats, and immersions, such as Sex Witch, Radiant Ecstasy, and Dakini Tantric by Lauren Harkness.

The Fit Factory • Movement Lab • Lululemon Baltimore • The Mythic Masculine • Touch&Play Emerging Seeds • Touch&Play Earthdance • MadameNoire • Soul Fire: Embodied Movement Retreat • CREATE Retreats • Touch&Play Transmutations • The Radiance Retreat • Sex Witch Retreat • Dakini Tantra Practitioner Training • The Rowe Center • Earth Dance • The Nest of The Owl Nest Group • Nine Mountains Retreat Center • Elizabeth Kross Photography

Immerse yourself into our experiential and transformational offerings.